This is not the main thing on my mind, but I don't know how to blog about the main thing. I don't know if I will ever be able to. It's just too hard. So, right now, I'm keeping it as a rotten egg in the middle of my mind with other thoughts running around the outside.
I'm thinking tomorrow might be my last game day. I've done it for, I'm thinking, nearly 5 years now. I've loved it and I really enjoy all the people who come. However, attendance is dropping. Davan's gymnastics schedule is increasing. Several of the "kids" are now adults and moving on. I think it might be time to let it go.
I'm sad about this. I will miss it, but I think it's probably what should happen.
Now back to sitting on my egg.